k.. am back frm kasap... haha.. e weddin was cool.. or shd i say interesting?? e food sux.. dinner was at e village sch's multi purpose hall... dinner was bad.. why?? #1: ey on e amplifire to e max... eardrumsd hurts... n when volume to loud, sound will be muffled.. #2: food really terrible... and expensive.. prawns sux.. i hardly touched em.. unless kuma put em on my bowl.. ey served steam cod fish.. n cod fish really sux.. vege was mushrooms wif minced meat stuffings.. yuck.. basically, dinner was meaty... den no carbo at all.. can u believe it?? haha..glad to see my cousins.. got some quite shocking news too.. haha.. new faces too... well.. since cny.. yah..
mich..
7:06 pm
hmm.. things dun seems to be gettin any better between me and em.. although not tt bad la.. i'm juz wonderin what did i do to T^2?? cos i think she is e one givin me e cold treatment... like she dun like me at all... haha.. anyway.. today goin in to malaysia.. yeah.. cos han nee weddin.. and guess what?? u know what e weddin invite wrote?? extract: to celebrate the marriage of (i think like tt lah..) Ms Tee Han Nee to
Mrs Ng Tian Hong, son of... note e word mrs.. haha.. e whole card is like funny... man their eng really bad.. ok.. i kinda mean... can't help it.. both my sis juz came back from tioman.. and ey say e hotel frontline service sux... and it supposed to be e only international rank hotel in tioman.. plus it is rated as 4 stars.. so ya... haha.. when i come back den update...
mich..
10:35 am
yest bbq was... well ok i guess.. actually... i had more fun cyclin and startin fire.. it keep me occupied... unfortunately rental shop closes at 730.. so muz return bike.. sad.. f was all over e place.. well i muz kinda thx n.. cos she tried to keep me company in tt gang.. or shd i say include me... seriously... i really wandered do ey even wan me ard... n i gotta do pbl wif 2 of em.. wanted to do wif others.. but all gt grp.. cos i already felt tt ey not very keen on me doin wif em... wat did i do?? tt ey really kinda ignore me.. even e other 3.. hu was included to e grp later.. it is so hard to talk to em now... of **** em... be loner den be loner... rmb once i said how much tis class is like tt of cj?? 15 gals 7 guys?? ( den.. now is 6 guys).. e "treatment" i received is like e same... 1st i cld get along... den... e pple i got along wif starts to "neglect" me... sux... i mean not all... but since ey r in a clique... u know wat i mean.. ey do try... but e majority seems to dislike me to e core.. am i over reactin?? i dunno.. hopefully yes... haha... screw lah...
mich..
8:00 pm
guess wat? i juz found out tt rice weevils can still survive for a while eventhough it is cut into 2.. e head part still moving... gross?? haha... felicia warded again.... hope she alright... sometimes i feel so loner.. hey if u juz dun wan me ard.. say so k?? dun mislead me... or m i so forgettable?? huh?? tt when do plannin can forget bout my existance?? or dun even bother to wait for me?? i juz hate tis.. muz i "force" myself into e grp everytime?? tis is worst den my ex class.. k.. maybe i dun know how to mix ard... but hey.. we got ard fine in e beginnin.. so wat happen?? did i do anything wrong unknowingly?? everytime when together i feel like an outcast... an extra wif no where else to go n tt u pple r kind souls tt took me in... or so it seems... ok.. i tried my bez to ignore e fact tt u pple left me out when u pple tryin to go to ecp 2gether.. ha.. mayb cos i wanna take bus... tt's ok wif me.. but... when we eat together.. somehow i'm always neglected... i find worst treatment den wat some1 is receivin.. at least she is sometimes talk to by u pple... not completly ignored... like me... argh... tis sux... and i'm always puttin a brave front.. like everything is ok.. smilin and everything... sux... good thing i ve trainin for tt kind of treatment for a while.. but tt was like for a short while.. less den 3mths?? here.. i'm still gonna face till next yr... i hate being loner.. esp in a crowd... where u gotta act as if u enjoyin even though u r ignored... ahh!!!!!!!!
mich..
6:58 pm
hey.. am back from e chalet... it was ok.. yah.. bit borin even... in e mornin... haha.. n durin dinner... before lunch... u know wat?? i was not feelin good yest... y?? when quein up to buy food, i suddenly ve headache.. den my vision also was super bad.. like wanna faint like tt... also suddenly perspire alot.. den dunno hu took me aside.. tink mei wen.. cos cant see face.. haha.. night was.. haha.. ton whole night.. all pia.. or majority la.. i actually went to e "haunted" house.. but din go in.. cos i guess i dun wanna play.. haha... as i said, i'm both believer n non belier.. more to e believer... haha... ya anyway came back n hear ghost stories... wanted to slp... still cant cos almost everyone was awake.. haha.. anyway.. me head was rested on e bed.. think 1 gal bez.. she slept tru our noises lor.. 1st 1 to slp.. woke up tis morn.. haha.. back to where i was.. tryin to slp till w came in for his forfiet.. needed 2 gals to go down wif him.. cos he lost in poker.. neway, since i wanted to see how poker is played.. den went down.. afterwhile i went back up as ey playin blackjack.. den kc lost n went up to call me down.. again... haha.. so ended playin wif em.. den change to truth dare wif cards.. haha... think like all kena cept 4 jh.. den after tt went back up.. hear e others seniors tok.. j is cute.. juz my eyecandy.. haha.. i like gt no attraction towards him.. cos i juz treat him as my eye candy.. haha.. did i?? haha... anyway.. after a while den went back to e rm.. nt to slp bt play dai dee.. haha.. all e way till morn.. frm 4 pple to 8.. haha.. den wanted to see sun rise.. so went down to e beach at ard 630?? den played volleyball... which i juz learnt.. den pai seh... muz e guys teach me.. haha.. den all got no energy hit e ball.. so ended up playin dai dee.. 8 pple... so wu liao rite? but quite fun la... haha... came home.. slept frm like 10++ to 330?? bout 5 hrs.. haha..wanted to 1230... woke up n went back to slp... cos too tired.. haha...
mich..
5:13 pm
great... e comp is down.. gotta used e mac... haha... went to sch to used comp... so wu liao.. haha... goin chalet tml... stupid terrorists... wat's up wif em?? wat did e poor innocent children did?? r ey very sure ey will meet god?? more like e devil... call themselves muslim... killin christians... cos ey not muslim?? y? arent all worshippin e same god/allah?? prophet mohd model islam frm christainity... both belived in similar things.. so y kill ur own?? hu cares bout bush?? he is tryin to exterminate terrorism... although he may overdo things or 4 own personal reasons(so american) n may b killin innocent pple accidently, but ey dun kidnap pple, treatenin n killin em in e name of god like those brainless terrorists.. hu do in e name of allah!! wth... allah teaches love.. not killin... jesus said: when hit on e left cheek, offer e other..smthing like tt... really gives muslims n islam a bad name...
mich..
7:56 pm
